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Name: Candice
Location: Michigan, United States
Birthday: 8/9/1985
Gender: Female

Interests: I have this passion for music. I love it so much. Music is just so versatile.It can adapt, change, and cause moods within u.. I listen to a variety of music, I don't discriminate at all... I also love to sing but I sound horrible. But bcuz I enjoy it so much I do it anyway. I would be a singer if I could but since I don't have the skillz...I have to do the next best thing to that which is 2 become an A&R and find people that can.
Expertise: I guess my expertise would have to be...hmm....music...ask me just about anybody and I've probably heard of them...if not..I will sooner or later...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media

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Member Since: 8/4/2004

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Monday, January 23, 2006

Caution random rant:

Why is it that when you're arguing with someone you can never find the right words...or once its over you think of things you wished you had or should've said...this has happened to me yet again and I think it came across as being a "silly, stupid argument" but deep down I was really trying to express my unhappiness.....I hope this doesn't put a strain on what we have now...But I really wish that he could understand where I am coming from and be willing to compromise and actually have a response and not leaving me feeling that nothing was accomplished except for me looking like a whining, selfish brat. Is it wrong to want someone's time? Not in the sense of being with someone 24/7 but actually having someones invested time in you and only you. Time where you feel like it was time well spent, without interruptions i.e. roommates, video games, internet or whatever it may be. Being with him, spending time with him is so important to me. I hope he realizes that I am not just trying to cause problems but trying to make him understand. -------

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Hi my name is Candice Russ and I am the stereotype of the "That time of the month girl"---my poor boyfriend suffers because of this....I have never cried just to be crying or overreact to such small issues...

....being a woman sometimes can sure be weird.....enuf of that rant....

Last night I went to the ALPHA skating party....it was quite fun.....Didn't bust my ass not once

...not even when my anthem "SHAKE" came on and I did every high schools( well black high schools) cliche' pommerette pop dance.....always enjoy myself at their functions....here's a pic...

I really need to update more often.....but it seems that a lot of times I don't have much to say....Like right now....so...i'll stop rambling and end this entry....

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Wow...haven't been on here in awhile. Mostly becuz...I'm lazy or didn't really want to put my deep personal bizness online for my whole school to see....bcuz basically everyone @MSU has a xanga and if they don't regularly update they still read...cuz I kno I do that...but off that...its like the 3rd week of school and and already I see this is going to be a tuff semester...I can almost visualize me slittin my wrists for a couple of these exams....

But....I'm glad to be back...Me and the boyfriend are doin pretty decent a few highs and a few lows but things end up workin themselves out....It'll be a year on the 2nd...Officially the longest relationship I've ever had....kinda scary...don't know what to expect...hopefully all good...I really want this to work out for the long run....but thats about it for right now...ttyl

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

RIP---Luther Vandross.....A great singer w/ tons of great songs..he will be missed...

A- Age of 1st kiss: I believe it was in middle school like 6th grade...

B- Band you are listening to right now: band? not a band but Marques Houston cd is really good.

C- Crush: T.I. would get that bizness.

D- Dad's name: Terry Russ

E- Easiest person to talk to: um...twan, soraia, darnell..sometimes erin

F- Favorite ice cream: mint choco chip and chocolate.

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears: Gummy worms

H- Hometown: Oak Park, MI

I- Instruments: a lil electronic keyboard...(very little like 1 song)

J- Junior high: Roosevelt Middle School

K- Kids: um definitely not any right now.....but in the future, 3 of them...

L- Longest car ride ever: michigan to indiana

M- Mom's name: Marva Russ

N- Nicknames: candi, canduce, can-can, dinger, loose noodles, bandice

O- One wish: to become a A&R

P- Phobia: heights(can ride rollercoasters but can't be at a standstill in a high area.)

Q- Quote: um...sadly can't think of anything.

R- Reason to smile: I'm healthy, loved, and have great people around me.

S- Song you sang last: 112's new song...heard it on kayla's page...

T- Time you woke up today: 11:30... my dog woke me up crying....

U- Uknown and Known fact about me: I was born pigeon-toed and had to wear a cast for a year...Umm...known....I'm a communications major.

V- Vegetable(s) you hate: peas....::gagging sound:: they stink so bad.....

W- Worst habit: PROCRASTINATION & jus plain LAZINESS!!! It's sad.

X- X-rays you've had: um...a couple at the dentist...other than that....

Y- Your favorite person as of right now: ummm good one... i don't know.. i love my family and friends

Z- Zodiac sign: I'm royalty.......good ol' leo....

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

WoW! what a day......my lyfe is in shambles.....well actually it is until 2moro when I get either the bad news or the good news. Let me tell you what happened. (and don't laugh.....it's not funny 2 me) But anyways...so I have this car, a firebird to be exact....and this car has a t-top....in which the windows slide off but they also have a lock to keep them intact. (I bet you can see where this is going) so yea...I wake up this morning not really wanting to go to work so I decide that I'm gone go in about a half hour late or so....so I'm riding on the freeway and its this slow truck in front of me so I speed up just a lil to go around it and when I do this....my unlocked t-top window on the passenger side flies off....yea I can't believe that ish either....I was in complete shock....I can't believe that that just happened....SO....i get of the freeway and get back on to try and retrieve my car.....(one of the scariest things ever) I had to run on the freeway and pick up the pieces....but by the time I got there, there wasn't that many pieces left....but I grabbed it anyway and got back in my car and just started bawling....I was lost I didn't know what to do....I thought of calling my boyfriend cuz he usually bails me out of my drama...but I didn't kno if he could do much in this situation...so I think DADDY.....but b4 I call him I have to call my job and tell them what happened.....but I decide to go up there and just tell them since I'm already halfway there....they let me go for the day cuz I obviously look distraught and helpless.....SO as soon as I leave there I call my father but my mom picks up and I tell her my story....she tells me that my daddy is gone for the most of the day and to calm down he'll call me when he gets back. So as I wait I call twan and tell him....He tells me to stop crying....(which I will touch on later) and to calm down.....I get off the phone with him and scheldule my classes...that went okay...probably the highlight of the day...my daddy calls back and tells me that I should come home, but for the time being tape up my window because it supposed to rain...I go to the grocery store and get sum duct tape and tape up my window....I left soon after to go home. SO I get on the freeway, and as soon as I get on it starts raining....WTF!!!....but I keep going.....about 10 minutes into the ride the garbage bag that I taped on flies back......AAARGH....! I pull over to fix it and go into a cryin fit again.....then this cop car pulls up next to me....I think he's going to help me instead he looks at me for like a minute or so and drives off...WTF AGAIN??....I was so scared on that freeway...cars were goin by so fast the ground was shaking.....I got back in and about 20 minutes later it breaks again....SO I get out and damn near use all the tape I have left....to make sure that it stays.....it stays but it tears....I dont give a damn by this point so I keep driving....I finally get home and my dad tries to patch it up for the time being until we can get a replacement....AAH the replacement......it can cost me anywhere from $75 to $595! big ass difference but lets pray that the $75 dollar one comes through......and that was my day......Now on some random ish....my mother and boyfriend say that I cry entirely too much....and I try to explain to them that I just cry when I am angry or very upset....but they take that for weakness but the thing is I really can't control my emotions.....but maybe I need to be stronger my mom told me that one day something is really gone be wrong with me and nobody is gone to respond....she says I am "conditioned" to cry at stressful situations...I wonder am I spoiled to the fact that I've never really had bad/horrible things happen to me...and when they do.....my response is to cry.....but is that really a bad thing to cry? but anyways off my rampage....that was my day and I needed to vent.....thank u and good day...

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